Having mental illness is difficult. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder about 12 years ago. I have been on a lot of different medication combinations in those past 12 years.
It has never seemed like I was on the correct combination. I have always cycled no matter what I’ve been on. It took a very long time for me to realize that no matter what I take, I will always cycle.
According to my psychiatrist, medications for bipolar disorder don’t take away the symptoms; the meds just lessen the symptoms.
I don’t like this truth. I hate cycling. However, I know I can’t do anything about the medication aspect. I can only work on myself to be the healthiest I can.
I see my psychiatrist and psychologist regularly. I eat a somewhat healthy diet and exercise when my mood allows. I don’t smoke, do drugs or drink alcohol. I get plenty of sleep.
It’s a lot of work and not fun trying to keep myself mentally healthy but it has to be done.
Don’t expect medications to be a cure-all. I think of them as a crutch. You can do well but you will have to put in the work, which is not always easy. Do what you can when you can.
Remember, it does get better.
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